So, I'm kind of pissed off...

Yup, that's right... Why might you ask?

Because my ass of a father who never has time for me yet always wants me to find time for him, decides to tell me today that he and his little wifey are flying back to Cancun for the 3rd year in a row!!!! THIRD! in the freakin 4 years that they have been married, they have flown to Cancun three times. Maybe four and I just dont remember 1 of the trips... I don't see why they would have only gone 3 times and missed one... They go every year around this time for their anniversary.

But this pisses me off to no extent... Here I am, trying as hard as I can to earn just enough money to pay for college (all I need is $1,687 total this year. I've already paid the $687 for parking) but here I am... working extremely hard to make it, and his only contribution to my college fund is putting my name and grades in for scholarship money at his office... Now, yes, that does help, but he could help me out by paying the rest of my college funds this year- it's only $1,000 and if they have enough money to put in a nice new wooden deck, and a bar, and fly to Cancun every year, and buy Kaleesa a car, then why do I get dumped on? I think I'm the only child in their family who gets nothing when it comes to finances... Kodi doesn't, but her college is paid for... She got a full ride.

So not fair... he's so... grrrr.... i'm so mad.

So, I have 2 more bills to pay before I jump in the shower before work... Better get on that. 1 is for $6 for goin to the er... i don't know why it's only $6 but oh well. i can definitely pay THAT. the other is my stupid parking ticket from yesterday of $25... guess i shoulda gotten up and paid the meter... oh well.

Anyways, I'll catch up with ya later... work calls.

Lata Holmes,
L

P.S. the "mystery" guy last night said he doesn't wanna worry about girls right now... he's having a hard time with things I think... oh well, I wasn't entirely interested there anymore anyways and there are plenty more guys out there for sure!!!!!!!!! That's the beauty of being single... I went to church with my mom last night and the preacher was talking about being single yet still feeling whole. Seasons in life and such and such and about how we shouldn't waste our time looking around and feeling sorry for ourselves, but we should worry about what we're supposed to be doing while we're single. I agree. I can't really say it's a good thing to have a boyfriend right now because... I'm planning on interning in Washington D.C. and then later studying in Spain, so... It's not really the best thing to be with someone long distance. This is something I have found out first hand... doesn't work too well...

But it's still nice to look and have fun while ya can! ;)